I am upset and aggravated as of now. Why the hell things can’t be easy in life.

You try and do something good to the best of your extent and this society and people around will make sure to bring down your morale.

A big emotional decision is equally tough for me too, even I am a human why the hell people can’t accept or take things straight?

Why do they have to apply their reasons?

Why shall I give explanation to anyone?

No boss I am not giving any answers nor any explanations to anyone…This is my life, the person who is the most important in my life, i.e. my soul mate, he is the only one who has right to question me. Till the time he is by my side, I don’t see any reason to explain the situation or my decision to anyone else including my mom.

I have always been a very strong person, I believe in myself but why the hell I am losing grip on this decision of my life. Yes the emotional binding is so strong, so many emotions attached…but then I need to take a call and I need to do that soon. Not that I am killing anyone, it’s just an effort to make life beautiful for someone.

P.S. Reasons for my irritation and spoilt mood will come later, how late I am not too sure….coz as of now I am again CONFUSED………….sigh…sigh…I hate it.